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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

sorry

2 years ago…

1st September 2008, I know her since that day . I’m not tell her who am I and we make a FRIENDSHIP . very strong friendship . a girl who is understand the meaning of FRIENDSHIP . for me, she is different from another girl . she always appears if I have some problem . she is always in my side even though we from different place . I know I did a lot of guilty to her but I know I am dishonest person that lie at herself and also myself . why this problem should have between us ? I know that I make this problem so that I must find the out way by my own . 2 years that I keep the secret, it very long for me and I decide that I must go far from her . heh, but I’m stupid . make decision like a child . But, I can’t sit in this situation . I’m not a loser but I’m afraid that I lost the important thing that is FRIENDSHIP . its is so important for me . I could not keep myself deceit ! why now ? why now ?! Its my fault ! If I angry, she will make me smile . if I’m sad, she will give a spirit to me to continue my life way . she polite, understanding and she is the best friend that make she is like a diamond from other friend . I know, she will hate me, will angry and many feeling . I will feel the same thing if I at her condition . Sorry if my decision that go far from you is cowardly decision, I don’t want you to be more pain when you know this thing . Sorry, I’m the person that make you hurt . It’s the only way that I make for you with my spirit and full soul . With the song of “TANPA”,

Sorry, Alin…

MASHAM